DIMENTION..

Sometimes I think about myself in different shapes, mean everyone and everything; once someone said me: you are full of ego to think like that.

The matter is they are not me but me, and I know that I'm not even mine!

There is always differences that I never have wanted to be removed, all are in a road its not separated one but seems to be separated, all are its passenger whether know that or not, the matter is that being a fellow-traveler in one road doesn’t mean being similar, and being similar sometimes can be the reason of stop!

What make the motivation of movement is difference and diversity of opinions (more than similarity), not being obedient or submission and accepting wholly, nor disappearing and vanishing one in another; like love that is said: perfect dissolution of individuality in crowd, but about something ultra earth, but terrestrial one is involved in presence not in vanishing in each other because of reaching to a perfection or betterment with similarity or obeying the same rule and having the same life styles so the importance and quality of coexistence cant be ignored which its base can be affection, love kindness or a mixture of all but with keeping individuality honestly that needs its own policy, that is keeping independency in unity, in fact its accepting to complete each other not by ignoring but with donating some parts to catch peace, coexistence, agreement …etc.

No one must be a pale shadow of another one and no one is allowed to do it and it’s the fact that everyone accept but just in words not in acting so sometimes you have to accept it, in act because of condition or respect rules or ….! But the fact is it will remain as your base in all your existence, perhaps this must happen to make the initial things firm in you, yes for making something firm it’s a usual way to be in opposite situation to understand and believe it actually for not doing like that, if you taste it actually you will know it perfectly better than just saying it writing it with words, it’s the payment of catching its soul! I'm talking about bit by bit of realities and irreplaceable current facts of life.

It depended to you and the angle that you choose for looking at it; it's just the matter of what you are looking for in it; dejection and sadness or excitement of experiencing it as a part of life to grasp its rule for needed times or even for changing it.

Its our rights to have different view point but if someone don’t accept in relation with you according to some rights that she/ he gives to her/himself so according to policy of life you have to calm down temporary and accept being on compulsory condition to find its solution fighting will cause to loose more things and will remove the chance of experiencing it and the peace you need for considering, so tell me, which one is real winner who wants others obeying without knowing the fact of her/his words or whom face with it, eat it and digest it to prove the truth of that at least to her/himself?

Yes first time it comes upon unawareness and because you don’t know it have to loose something to catch the knowledge of dominating to it for the next time? Can't it be fairly? It will going to your world's archive forever and will never be like that (if it happen again it will be your fault for not considering it properly).

Dear these are rules of your game, you yourself have started it and define it with this word so for continuing you have to loose sometimes to know rules better leaving it is just running away and be sure that even after 100 years it will come to you like this again so its better to face it in its own time, never deposit your heart to the vast sorrow's sea just because of a temporary experience, sea is you yourself, sometimes is stagnant for increasing its potential power for moving and encompassing everywhere for telling a letter of time's kind, so pass the storm properly even with loosing some of boats but be sure that even hardest storm is just a guest for sea not its owner.

Never think that life is life without your presence, your activity, your human look, your resistance, your fighting ability, your love, your faith, your belief, your anger and explosion and you…life is just a mixture of human's dreams, ideals and activity, that is unique for everyone and company in relation with others, its nothing without human or even less than it. Don’t let any agitation's breeze bend you.

Remaining in this and accepting or experiencing it is your payment for buying pen, paper and real subjects to write it or change it if needed according to your own rule for whom has the same definition or even just for expressing your own idea that awaken sleepy passengers.

We are here to complete each other with all our faults not for counting them or losing hope but for take a new step with all pains, sorrows, wounds and deep sad nesses during it that even all these pass of time's filter will change to something unexplainable but pleasant!

Never forget that someone who makes or want to change something must accept showers of stones by who loves halting and repose, expecting all of them to accept you easily and wholly are too much! Sometimes you have to leave some things for keeping the border of reverence that is like a crystal bowl, if let it be broken can never be renovated properly.

It's just your approach that can create hope or hopelessness, must learn how to look at bitter things to find them constructive and energetic.

Excavating power from weakness, calmness from disorders and changing the disillusionment's stone to a stable sculpture is the human's task that has accepted the responsibility of this title and has involved with it, believe that it's not a complex philosophical deep sight!!!! To life and its values, it's just looking at it simple and truly, and I know someone who loves and knows ghibran, who has experienced pain, who believe the soul of betterment, who has donated his hand for writing, his eyes for absorbing and all his cells for finding and digesting the fact, will live truly that he is the essence, soul and self of his life.

What do you want of life? How do you want it? Make it.

Perhaps yours create a serious faithful revision amongst dark obscured field of daily life, or perhaps throw a stone into dull waters to at least remind it sea or its nature or something unknown but real like a forgotten fact.

Perhaps it be the first sentences of a new story….. .